Leader? Follower?

There is a relationship between a leader and followers.
As I always said, a leader-follower chemistry is always finely a balance equation. And I have to clarify this, I figured out that phrase to motivate people, not to just score some marks in english composition or whatsoever.
For me, a good leader is never a bad follower, but they don't follow blindly. Even if they are not the leader at that moment, they are trying resolutely to sound out their opinion, not to show off, but to make the event/activity/decision a better one.
A leader never makes decision that may make him regret one day. And this explains why leaders are sometimes indecisive, don't blame. They don't view thing in the way most people do, they view things as a whole picture. They analyse, ask for others' opinion and lastly, make the decision. Yeah I admit that sometimes the decision made is not what you think it ought to be. BUT, try to step into the leader's shoes and think about it. A leader is there to lead, or to please everyone?
Sorry, a leader is not there to entertain you, but you don't speak much, as you are making yourself an entertainment, You will look just Funny and Amusing.
Don't believe ? You try. This is my experience. I don't care whether it's right or wrong, I am just sharing with you guys.
Especially, particularly, for my buddy Syuqry. =) We WERE on the same boat once.
I gotta go practice now. I have tried my best to tell you what's in my mind. But my english command is not good and this is all I can give. Hope you get something from this post.

I am who I am

Yeah. I am who I am.
I've never changed into another person or changed to be who I am now.
From the first day I was born, till now, I am still the same person.
If you ever try to change me, then screw you, don't waste your time.
I am not a cold-blooded person, and I think this is the reason why I am known as "cry-bag" whenever it comes to leaving apart with people I care.
Trust me, DO NOT ever MESS with me, if you cannot handle my reply :)
Don't think that talking behind me is a kind of virtue for you, it's a disguise of shame.
Don't stalk me to check whether I live a happier life than you, because you are not me, you don't know how happy I am to live without you :)
Don't doubt this, because you are in my list. I mean, blacklist. :)
And I will give you a free advise, that is TO REMAIN SILENT.
Being silent makes others think that you are stupid, rather than opening your mouth or doing something that remove all doubt.
Don't make me do this again next week.
I am not gonna blog for you again.
I am who I am. Don't try to annoy you, because that has no difference with insulting yourself.
BUT! I really cherish my friends a lot. I can't live without my friends, buddies and family :)
I will be glad if there is someone reading my blog.
Don't judge me just reading my story, you just know a part of it.
Get to know me, it brings no harm :)
See you guys.

Homecoming

Don't ask me why I am gonna play truant just to go back Batu Pahat.
To be frank, I actually don't go back to just get the certificates.
I wanna meet my family. I miss them very much.
I seldom hate people or dislike people or whatsoever.
But you really got me fed up.
1st. Seldom there is someone who dares to criticize me. You did.
2nd. Seldom there is someone who dares to neglect my presence. You did.
3rd. Seldom there is someone who dares to let me down. You did it with much satisfaction.
4th. You don't even feel bad after doing something you should not have done.
You are the someone-not-to-be-named. Because your name will definitely dirt my blog. Spoil my mood as well.
But at the same time, I wanna thank you for dumping me.
Without your irresponsibilities, I won't get to know how important my family is to me.
Without your ignorance, I won't even know how great my friends, buddies are.
Without your absence, I won't be as sanguine as I am right now :)
Without your mistake made, I won't be able to be single and to be as happy as I am.
Without your changed mind, I don't think I can have such a wonderful life here in KMPP.
I am thanking you with sincerity, believe it , or not? I don't give a damn.
I wanna tell you and tell the world, I am happy to be a free man like this and I live a happier life than you. Always have, and always will.
Back to the topic, I am going home this thursday night :) Will be reaching approx 5 or 6am like that. Erm, let's hope that my driver will be my sakaious cousin - Mang Jie Sheng :P
Owh The sad thing is that I gotta spend one night in UTHM but the delighting news is that I am gonna register for the ceremony with 10+ Sakais a.k.a. my comrades in Kingscouts test ^^
I can't wait to see you guys.
We are gonna reminiscing our memory in Kingscout and Pre-Kingscout camp too.
Old days, I miss them so much.
Let me lead you all. For the last time.
See you guys very soon. :)

Vampire Diaries

I am so in love with this drama :)
I know I am very outdated but look, I just love it :P
Katherine, bite me !
Or otherwise, Elena Gilbert, bite me :P

Life in KMPP

I don't really wanna boast about this.
But KMPP is the place where you can enjoy your college life and at the same time achieve good result with good time management :)
The schedule here is really packed to an extent that you have no much time for playing, resting or whatsoever kind of entertainment, unless you really know how to manage your time well.
Basically, the students here are all very outstanding, 11A+ 10A+ 9A+ 8A+ 7A+ and I am in the 6A+'s category. Pathetic but I am so determined to work hard and to try my very best. Be it failure or success, but at least I am trying, so resolutely and I am never gonna give up :)
Oh ya the advantages of being in Matriculation College is that you don't have to worry about your coco marks :P
And I swear I don't wanna bury myself with so much responsibilities like what I did in secondary school, it's exhausting and not rewarding at all!
KACOM ya KACOM, I wanna participate in basketball KACOM as I wanna immerse myself in the laughter of my buddies and comrades in order to make my KMPP life never-to-be-forgotten :P
Or If I am not chosen for basketball, I wanna join athlete contingent simply because I don't wanna let Cikgu Subra down, sports for life I remember he said.
By the way, I am so thankful that I got to know a lotsa buddies here in KMPP.
Meeting you all is a beginning, knowing you all is a process and working together with you all is SUCCESS :)
You all are the ones who never let me fall, not even once. And I really appreciate this a lot :)
We don't know what will happen tomorrow, so I am gonna cherish you all starting from today, by all means.
I mean it.
See you! People who make my life wonderful !

Birthday. Yang's.

Everyone has a family. And so do I.
Be it a lovely one or a not-so-lovely one, it is your family.
So no matter what... JUST LOVE IT!
MINE is a lovely one, as always.
I have 2 sisters who are much younger than me...
and a brother who is just about my age...
We have so much in common.
We are both Scouts, Leos...
And of course I gotta admit that he is a good singer, at least much better than I am! haha...
I AM PROUD OF HIM !
Another thing, I know that he failed his pre-kingscout test...and he was depressed and down at that time...
But alas , that time I was still in National Service while I could do nothing to help him at all.
Feeling guilty that I was not there for him when he needed my company the most...
Yang, I'm sorry.
But you GOTTA know, you fail, not because you are not qualified.
You are just a mere victim of the stupid system and the decision of those examiners.
We could argue for nothing even if we think that we are right, because they have the authorities.
What to do? No worries. Kingscout is not everything :) Though.
Nowadays people always judge by your academic achievement.
So Yang ah, show the world. What you can do :)
You are always smarter than me, and more talented than me.
Don't waste your connate talent okay?
Just don't give up, my company will be the best gift you will ever receive. I promise.
Lastly, Happy Birthday Bro.
Stay happy always okay? :) I am always here! As always.

Best Buddy. You Qian.

I would like to share my feeling to everyone, through this blog.
Yeah, everyone has friends, good friends or buddies.
I am of course not an exception.
I have a lot of buddies... Forgive me for not being able to list out one by one, each and every one of you...
Because today, I am just going to mention ONE, whom I think without him, I am totally not who I am right now...
When I was form 1, I knew him during our Sports Day...
After Sports Day, we were both selected to represent our school, which is HIGH SCHOOL BATU PAHAT.
We stayed back everyday, together. P/S : At this time, we were in different class. He's a top student while I was nothing.
We stayed back every year, together, continuously for 5 years...
Oh ya. Lemme tell you all, about my wish and my hope when I was form 3...
I wish to have good result in PMR (that's not the point), so that I could study Science Stream (that's not the point yet), and a brighter future assurance(OMG too far away from the point).
Actually my target that year, was just to get good result and GET INTO THE SAME CLASS WITH YOU QIAN. And my another target after the first target achieved, was to SIT BESIDE HIM IN THE CLASS.
and YOU KNOW WHAT?
I got 8 A's and sat beside him for 2 years consecutively!!!!!
I gotta thank our Creator :) Thanks for fulfilling my dreams, although they are just simple ones, but they've made my life more wonderful, meaningful than ever.
Sitting beside him actually gave me a lot of pressure and it served as a reminder for me to work hard...
One more thing, he taught me a lot and helped me everytime without any hesitation.
I am not gonna make this post a sentimental one...
But seriously, YOU QIAN, no matter who we are in the future, I hope we won't lose contact with each other. :)
I always wanted to write about you, but tonight you reminded me by my birthday gift.
OWH GOSH I seriously didn't expect that you would actually buy a gift for me since my birthday had already passed approximately 1 month ...
YOU QIAN, THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.

This is the shirt You Qian gave me...♥ it much!!!!!