Compromise

It is just the third week since the school reopens, but it really pisses me off!
Emotional Suffering is the most abundant damage in my heart for this week, yeah this week i think.
No one is in the fault, but it just hurts. Sorry.
I don't want to give promise, as im scare that i will hurt u more if i do so but i cannot make it, that is blank promise. But anyways, I will try to be more meticulous, from now on, i cannot assure everyone, but at least for u, i want to be.
I have long since i feel like not wanting to open my eyes every morning. Sport trainings, HOMEWORKS, i don't actually know how it helps in our SPM. Frankly speaking, i hate the system like this, i love self-learning, -.- (anyway this is how i study) .
Nothing to be crapped at this "wee's hours" (wahaha chien wee i miss u suddenly xD)
Compromise, with teacher, with school authority,
can you all please don't wake me up when i am asleep in class?
can you all stop giving that much of homework that makes me restless?
can you all stop asking for fame by the stupid ignorance to students' feelings?
can you all please please please please do something preferable?
Ok well, i know i won't be approved for this compromise.
Good night. Homework is awaiting although the fatigue is overpowering.
This is life.
LIFE IS JUST A BITCH. (Tuesdays with Morrie)