Facing the truth

I should have faced the truth earlier before i get hurt . . .

That I am actually not that good in expressing my idea or my feeling in the essay.

Ended up, I wrote some crap (I am in great earnest)

But then tomorrow's subject will be the subject that brings most boreness to each and everyone.

Erm... guess?

Yeah you're correct... It's history.

Once someone mentioning this subject in front of me, I would probably cry out that why don't we just take physics and add math in SPM ?

As long as we got two A+ for it, erm... considered as straight A+ also right? xD

I don't actually know what the heck I am doing right now.

I haven't started reading History from Chapter 6 onwards, and yet the structure and essay question will be coming out based on chapter 6-9 . It kills me.

I do not like to keep on calling myself "weapon-less warrior" for every exam, that is merely a way for me to find excuse for my laziness and my "sanctuary"

Although I don't study much , but what is actually in my mind is that I want to be in the same class for the year of 2010. It's like I do not work hard for it, yea i really don't.

Hopefully that the streaming of Pure Science depending on the 4 main subjects to divide the class for next year. I MAY then stand for a greater chance for it. Without knowing that actually I haven't finish studying chemistry, add math, physics and lastly biology.

Got to go, otherwise I'd better to go to other class by tomorrow, to adapt the atmosphere there before being transferred into it. -.-

Erm. Bucking up wei hao .

Fatigued

I don't know why i am always lacking of some idea to be written in my essay, especially some descriptive essay. It is hard to believe that how essay sample can easily overwhelm me...
Besides English, there are many other subjects that we have to put some concentration in, otherwise satisfaction would just doubt us, leave us and never come back to us T.T . No one wishes that that would ever happen, not even once.
I should have been more hardworking, where did the PMR's wei hao go...
I am not longer the PMR's wei hao, O.M.G. >.<
I AM FATIGUED ... EXHAUSTED ... TIRED ... trying resolutely to keep my eyes opened at this "wee's hour" xD
Actually i am now blogging at zheng shen's house ...
Have had a lot of fun just now...
We sang and crapped a lot ... scaring that his neighbour (for your information, his neighbour is Elisha Philip) will come over and XXX XXxxx
Gonna sleep now...Bye!

Frazzled

First of all, i would like to apologize for not updating my blog recently. I am too busy to do so.
The same bustle greets me everyday once upon waking up from the comfortable bed just because of having to study until very lately just to make sure that i will be in the same class next year. The fastened pace has fatigued me for two week since i was determined to study.
Study study study, it is a overpowering "good habit'' causes my head to throb with pain.
One more thing, I always betray my exhaustion by nodding my head while sleeping in the class. -.-
It is just too funny and amusing to others. I am always annoyed by the teacher as they just keep on shattering my "sanctuary" of trying to "rest more".
The mucus in my nose and my throat is somehow irritating... but i just cannot get well from it since i have to study until very lately every night. I am actually scared that my liver may not be functioning well in the future...
Arh ! God bless me ...
Such is the familiar pace of my days , no matter weekends or weekdays.
I am always exhausted-.-
Is this considered as an update to the blog of mine? xD
Gonna study now too...