Homecoming

Don't ask me why I am gonna play truant just to go back Batu Pahat.
To be frank, I actually don't go back to just get the certificates.
I wanna meet my family. I miss them very much.
I seldom hate people or dislike people or whatsoever.
But you really got me fed up.
1st. Seldom there is someone who dares to criticize me. You did.
2nd. Seldom there is someone who dares to neglect my presence. You did.
3rd. Seldom there is someone who dares to let me down. You did it with much satisfaction.
4th. You don't even feel bad after doing something you should not have done.
You are the someone-not-to-be-named. Because your name will definitely dirt my blog. Spoil my mood as well.
But at the same time, I wanna thank you for dumping me.
Without your irresponsibilities, I won't get to know how important my family is to me.
Without your ignorance, I won't even know how great my friends, buddies are.
Without your absence, I won't be as sanguine as I am right now :)
Without your mistake made, I won't be able to be single and to be as happy as I am.
Without your changed mind, I don't think I can have such a wonderful life here in KMPP.
I am thanking you with sincerity, believe it , or not? I don't give a damn.
I wanna tell you and tell the world, I am happy to be a free man like this and I live a happier life than you. Always have, and always will.
Back to the topic, I am going home this thursday night :) Will be reaching approx 5 or 6am like that. Erm, let's hope that my driver will be my sakaious cousin - Mang Jie Sheng :P
Owh The sad thing is that I gotta spend one night in UTHM but the delighting news is that I am gonna register for the ceremony with 10+ Sakais a.k.a. my comrades in Kingscouts test ^^
I can't wait to see you guys.
We are gonna reminiscing our memory in Kingscout and Pre-Kingscout camp too.
Old days, I miss them so much.
Let me lead you all. For the last time.
See you guys very soon. :)

Vampire Diaries

I am so in love with this drama :)
I know I am very outdated but look, I just love it :P
Katherine, bite me !
Or otherwise, Elena Gilbert, bite me :P

Life in KMPP

I don't really wanna boast about this.
But KMPP is the place where you can enjoy your college life and at the same time achieve good result with good time management :)
The schedule here is really packed to an extent that you have no much time for playing, resting or whatsoever kind of entertainment, unless you really know how to manage your time well.
Basically, the students here are all very outstanding, 11A+ 10A+ 9A+ 8A+ 7A+ and I am in the 6A+'s category. Pathetic but I am so determined to work hard and to try my very best. Be it failure or success, but at least I am trying, so resolutely and I am never gonna give up :)
Oh ya the advantages of being in Matriculation College is that you don't have to worry about your coco marks :P
And I swear I don't wanna bury myself with so much responsibilities like what I did in secondary school, it's exhausting and not rewarding at all!
KACOM ya KACOM, I wanna participate in basketball KACOM as I wanna immerse myself in the laughter of my buddies and comrades in order to make my KMPP life never-to-be-forgotten :P
Or If I am not chosen for basketball, I wanna join athlete contingent simply because I don't wanna let Cikgu Subra down, sports for life I remember he said.
By the way, I am so thankful that I got to know a lotsa buddies here in KMPP.
Meeting you all is a beginning, knowing you all is a process and working together with you all is SUCCESS :)
You all are the ones who never let me fall, not even once. And I really appreciate this a lot :)
We don't know what will happen tomorrow, so I am gonna cherish you all starting from today, by all means.
I mean it.
See you! People who make my life wonderful !

Birthday. Yang's.

Everyone has a family. And so do I.
Be it a lovely one or a not-so-lovely one, it is your family.
So no matter what... JUST LOVE IT!
MINE is a lovely one, as always.
I have 2 sisters who are much younger than me...
and a brother who is just about my age...
We have so much in common.
We are both Scouts, Leos...
And of course I gotta admit that he is a good singer, at least much better than I am! haha...
I AM PROUD OF HIM !
Another thing, I know that he failed his pre-kingscout test...and he was depressed and down at that time...
But alas , that time I was still in National Service while I could do nothing to help him at all.
Feeling guilty that I was not there for him when he needed my company the most...
Yang, I'm sorry.
But you GOTTA know, you fail, not because you are not qualified.
You are just a mere victim of the stupid system and the decision of those examiners.
We could argue for nothing even if we think that we are right, because they have the authorities.
What to do? No worries. Kingscout is not everything :) Though.
Nowadays people always judge by your academic achievement.
So Yang ah, show the world. What you can do :)
You are always smarter than me, and more talented than me.
Don't waste your connate talent okay?
Just don't give up, my company will be the best gift you will ever receive. I promise.
Lastly, Happy Birthday Bro.
Stay happy always okay? :) I am always here! As always.

Best Buddy. You Qian.

I would like to share my feeling to everyone, through this blog.
Yeah, everyone has friends, good friends or buddies.
I am of course not an exception.
I have a lot of buddies... Forgive me for not being able to list out one by one, each and every one of you...
Because today, I am just going to mention ONE, whom I think without him, I am totally not who I am right now...
When I was form 1, I knew him during our Sports Day...
After Sports Day, we were both selected to represent our school, which is HIGH SCHOOL BATU PAHAT.
We stayed back everyday, together. P/S : At this time, we were in different class. He's a top student while I was nothing.
We stayed back every year, together, continuously for 5 years...
Oh ya. Lemme tell you all, about my wish and my hope when I was form 3...
I wish to have good result in PMR (that's not the point), so that I could study Science Stream (that's not the point yet), and a brighter future assurance(OMG too far away from the point).
Actually my target that year, was just to get good result and GET INTO THE SAME CLASS WITH YOU QIAN. And my another target after the first target achieved, was to SIT BESIDE HIM IN THE CLASS.
and YOU KNOW WHAT?
I got 8 A's and sat beside him for 2 years consecutively!!!!!
I gotta thank our Creator :) Thanks for fulfilling my dreams, although they are just simple ones, but they've made my life more wonderful, meaningful than ever.
Sitting beside him actually gave me a lot of pressure and it served as a reminder for me to work hard...
One more thing, he taught me a lot and helped me everytime without any hesitation.
I am not gonna make this post a sentimental one...
But seriously, YOU QIAN, no matter who we are in the future, I hope we won't lose contact with each other. :)
I always wanted to write about you, but tonight you reminded me by my birthday gift.
OWH GOSH I seriously didn't expect that you would actually buy a gift for me since my birthday had already passed approximately 1 month ...
YOU QIAN, THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.

This is the shirt You Qian gave me...♥ it much!!!!!

LEO Club of High School Batu Pahat

Roar! Roar! Roar! That is the spirit each member in our Leo club holds on to throughout the fiscal year of 2009/2010. “Even the weak become strong when they are united.” This is best to describe the members of our Leo club. The members of our Leo club range from Form 1 to Form 6, but we never come up with an interaction problem among ourselves. Instead, we share our weal and woe together, our friendship goes beyond mere friends to that a closeness that only family members could boast of. It wasn’t that easy to create the bond between all of us, but soon after our very first major activity, which was our joint installation with Leo Clubs of SMK Dato Syed Esa and Chinese High School, we had made it! We couldn’t adapt carrying out activity with other Leo clubs at first, and that’s why the preparation and the organization of the installation was appalling. However, through endless exhausting rehearsals, we managed to stage up with an outstanding yet significant installation night with all the protocols and decorum followed. The theme of “Peace, Hope & Unity… The Mysterious Strength” emphasizes that we should treasure the great camaraderie between all of us in order to make this world a better place to live in. Being an active club in school and in zone, we had been committing ourselves in a total of 64 activities together, including our monthly general meetings, school service activities, community service activities, recycling projects, and some activities organized by Lions Club of Batu Pahat. We had always been playing our roles well in preserving and conserving our environment, knowing that the environmental problems were getting serious and critical. In order to create awareness among the students in our school, we had organized “Save Our Mother Earth” (SOME) Campaign. This campaign was simply an event to remind everyone about the importance of protecting and appreciating our planet. With a Leo Garden which had been announced by school principal as one of the most beautiful garden in school compound, we , Leos, most commonly known as “Green Warriors” in the school. Other than that, we also organized “The Joy of Sight” Sight First Campaign at Summit Parade, where we provided free eye-checkups to public and distributed discount vouchers with the help and supervision from Sing Kong Optical Shop. Another major activity of our club was our 1st motivational camp---LIFE Camp, organized jointly by LEO Club and Interact Club of High School Batu Pahat in Kem Sembrong, Air Hitam. Organizing Committee worked together and created this inedible experience to both the campers and the organizing committees as well. I believe that those who had once immersed themselves in the laughter during LIFE Camp remember how we hugged and sobbed together after the closing ceremony of the camp! Lo and behold, we are not just a mere club which enthuses in community services, school services, and activities organized by Lions Club. In fact, other than serving the community, working together happily is our second priority. We really enjoy the time being together with each and every one in this club. Although we had dealt with many obstacles and obstruction along the way to success, we never back away. We are a family, a big family. We go with the same surname. It is so-called “LEO”!

It's time to blog!

Actually I don't really know what to be posted, but I just feel like blogging :-P
My vessels are now filled with the hatred of losing to a 16 years old boy in 110m Hurdles event,but shall do nothing. Most of you are trying resolutely to comfort me in many ways, but trust me, they will never work. I just need a space and some time to recover spiritually, i need time to mend the patches.
You know? When you are confident enough to get 1 thing, but ended up getting nothing. It's like hell-giving! Yeah, I am with a great winning streak in me, and that is the problem why i felt down in the dumps when that guy trounced me.


But,
"The darkest night is often the bridge to the brightest tomorrow :-)


Just let bygones be bygones :-)
I know that mishaps are like knives, that either serve us or cut us as we grasp them by the blade or the handle (-:
The noblest exercise of the mind within doors, and most befitting a person of quality, is study.


SO, let's study :-P